For
Every Sin is the moving and
unforgettable story of a young Holocaust survivor's struggle
to deal with the horrow of his past. Imprisoned when he was
a student, Theo is now a young man without family or friends,
a man with nothing save an overwhelming desire to return home.
Desperate to escape the painful memories of the camps, he
sets out across Europe on foot, determined to remain in solitude
until he regains his strength. In his nightmarish world he
enters, haunted by images from his past and peopled by his
stunned fellow survivors, Theo is forced to confront his new
and terrible knowledge of the depth of man's brutality, as
well as the shattered world he has inherited and the condition
from which he cannot escape.
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Short
selection from For Every Sin
When he awoke the
light was already prostrate in the window. He sat up in bed. Mina's absence
only disturbed him superficially, as thought it were a question of some
small misunderstanding which would soon be resolved. In the labor camp
people would fight over a piece of bread at night and part forever the
next day. Sadness was as though abolished from the heart, leaving only
a strong feeling, fed by hunger, that this life, cruel and temporary,
would finally rest anchor in another region. Strangely, that feeling didn't
make the people any better. People fought avidly and angrily over every
scrap of food and every scrap of free space. Now he saw their faces with
a kind of cold clarity: faces that knew the shame of suffering but were
not refined, only coarse and blemished. Now too he knew that one mustn't
reproach them, but nevertheless he couldn't overcome the repugnance that
surged up within him. They let her go away. She had deep wounds in her
legs. "Why did you harm her?" he raged. As though she weren't
one of them but taken prisoner by them.
Afterward his memory
gradually emptied out. He felt it emptying out. His temples pressed in,
and his eyes seemingly closed by themselves. Fear gripped him. It seemed
to him that he would never see his mother's beloved face again. He put
out his hands and touched his feet. His feet stood firmly on the ground.
That firmness pleased him, and he opened his eyes.
For some reason he
headed south. The light that had greeted him on his arrival there now
flowed thickly and with great abundance. The thin shadows were scattered
along the valley to its rim. The hillcrests rose, naked and empty.
For a long while he
walked. The father south he got, the stronger the feeling within him,
that once again he was walking on the straight course he had seen with
such a thirst from the camp, a broad coarse, empty of people, which would
him straight and easily, as though by river, to his home....
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